Misconception; perspection; deception

2006-10-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

after persistent persuasion from JP,
http://matchboxaffair.livejournal.com

bye bye stupid retarded load-so-slowly blogger uploading photos system.

2006-10-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

chalet was a blast. i shall do this in highlights.

cake fight that lead t a big mess in the toilet and room
it continued t become a water fight.
gangbang on hazel, causing her bra strap t snap.
johnny walker (:
kissing truth or dares. piggyback rides.
bday girl had t kiss jon's ahem. (wth pants on, duh)
hazel got effin drunk.
so did weini.

that about sums it up. blogger photos seriously suck. okay. jp keep asking me t change t livejournal. which i think i will in some distant future. i re-lived my chilhood playing lanterns on sat! pictures in next entry.

LoVeD;

2006-10-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

best bud (:

jpppppp happily decided t skip sch tday and seek refuge at my place.
mac delivery and ong bak.
of which i totally humilated myself infront of her. ):
she says t refer t her blog: http://duperjp.livejournal.com

was supposed t meet vel and co t go fisherman arnd 10ish. accompanied jp home slack slack. omg saw little ppl running around carrying lanterns and sparkles ( contributing t the haze), damn envious. i wanna play lantern tooooooo!! ):
then t downtown wth jp meet cindy and some dan-smth. forgot his name. mum called and complained about the haze. so went home. omg the haze is getting thicker. seriously, cant see nuts infront. pool trng tmr cancelled. i'm supposed t be sad right, ):

for this lifetime and the next ;

2006-10-06T03:09:00.000+08:00

a bottle or 2, nuts, a laptop, wonderful vcds and lovely esplanade ambience.

chalet was abso-freaking-lutely enjoyable. esp when the room reeked of cake for the entire 2 days thanks t some 17yr old idiot who decided t cake fight from the start of the stay. not.
will upload pics when those stupid bitches decide to online.

and and and, i cant stern dip. okay i suck. ):
hols ending in 18 days. omfg.

for now, random cp pics from i-dunno-when.

this unforgettable, smelly, retarded-ly looking, oversized guy. not that i'm against smelly, retarded-ly looking oversized guys that look like him, but but, he diao-ed me. wtf. for what reason i still dunno. ):
its 3am. time t hit the sacks.

the route becomes clearer wth time;

2006-09-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

grabbed from weini's. since she hasnt send me.
and i look retarded not knwing chicken's taking. ):

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/misconception_mky/album?.dir=a15dscd
pictures, as promised.

jolene's bbq was quite unqiue i must say. arrived at 11 plus 12 t find out tt there was no fire earlier on. they were too lazy t cook so we ordered mac delivery. kannan called up mac delivery service and when the operater asked for our postal code we all burst out laughing. what's the postal code for pasir ris park's bbq pit? talk laughs gossips faints.

headed home the next day nearing noon t change then met up clique for movie date at cine, and YES, miami vice spells A-W-E-S-O-M-E. hot cast, hot rides, hot action. HOT HOT HOT. smok'n. as if it cant get any more retarded, stupid retard was watching the same movie as me, same movie, same timeslot and same theatre. how retarded. slacked the night away. camwhored in an empty heeren then they went back.

dwn to suntec at 12 plus t find shinyi and collect my coffeeeee. waiting for her was like eternity. then cabbed t retard's place.

headed for training the next day in the evening. 4 hours sitting at the edge of the pool felt like 3587203985 hours. after which nsy peishan and me rushed all the way t suntec t get yx's cake. thought we were early, so we decided t grab a bite from starbucks. (i said 'grab' cause we really ate very light food) then we called gloria and co t find out that they were still in tam and they just ORDERED MAC DELIVERY. wtf. then t cine kbox just before 12. glor reached in time as well. kbox from 12 to 6am. i swear it was crazy. we ran out of songs t sing so glor resorted to 'its a thousand legged worm' fun nonetheless.

cabbed t nsy's place after kbox, slept 2 hours then cabbed home at 8am. slept my day away. supposed t meet vonn after her work at 9.45, which i freakingly reached cine at 10.45. so goddamn on time. caught midnight movie 'john tucker must diee'. laughed my ass off. laziness got the better of me and i decided t crash her place cause pasir ris was like effin far. reached around 3. slacked then my tummy decided t get hungy at 5am. went 7-11 buy breakfast. slept for friggin 2 hours only then went off for trng. and i cleverly left my hp at her place.

trng was alright. after trng went deep pool play water. then i lost one side of my contacts. damn suck. then we all took bus town t parkway get alison's present. collect hp from vonn. then dwn t siglap take contacts. then cabbed t alison's.

the stupid cabby was down right blind. but anyways, had a blast at her place. pillow fights, pouncing, catapult shooting ( is that how you spell it?) bre**t smacking and pinching. then the traditional cake cutting yada yada. then snacked the night away. canoe polo has a voldka man who mixs excellent mixtures.- slurps. then cabbed home ard 12 plus.

i realised i went cine 3 days consecutively. =/
i've got a LONNG post. so dont complain i didnt blog, i made up alr. (:
chalet tmr. wheeeeeee.
TAN YUXUAN I SWEAR I"M GONNA TEKAN YOU LIKE SIAO. (:

2006-09-26T03:47:00.000+08:00

i'm not angry anymore. seriously.
initially, yes i was pissed. who wouldn't be after the what you did.
but i guess i'm too tired entertaining you and your gf's interrogations that all the anger wore off. not that its a good thing, but it isnt bad either.

at the end of the day, i feel there isnt anything left t meet up and talk about. after all everything was done in sms. and you yourself alr said from the first msg that you dont blame me for thinking that it's your fault. but you dont think its your fault. since its so clear cut. what's there t meet up and talk about?

and you're planning on treating me to starbucks coffee to salvage the friendship. i dont think you should put in effort t salvage it if its worth 6 bucks.
trng tmr morning. yawns.
sleep now.

bye =)

2006-09-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

birthday bash for cai at marina bay.
headed t bugis after slack and pooled.

bloggger uploads photos as fast as how a snail takes t walk from one point t the other.
shall put it in imagestation or yahoophotos soon. easier t manage.
alot of things on my mind recently.
feel's like crap.

the fresh one's stand there.
yet eve had t pick up the rotting one.
why why why.
wouldnt it be easier t just take the fresh and clean one.
okay. random. but yah.

loves the love who loves me back ;

2006-09-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

idioY blow straws blow;

damn shagged. both mentally and physically.

being interrogated for a couple of hours is no joke. esp when the person interrogating you is totally oblivious about the situation and comes in blabing non stop about things and try t convey her/his one sided opionion into you. and you dare say that others shouldnt interfere if they only know one side of the story. HOW IRONIC. i tried t be nice. but everyone has their limits.

trng's draining my energy like how air gushes out from a punctured tire. no, no funny? nvm. shall do blogging tmr. when i'm in the mood and all. anyway. random pics from trng. or rather, the effects of trng.

5 hours in the sun gets you that.

such joy wth 2 strips of plasters.

my eyeslid weighs like a tonne.
tired, shagged, drained, moodless.
gonna hit my sacks.
bye bye.

love the love, love the character;
love the superfical-ity; stuck.

2006-09-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

PIMPLE, I love. =)

forgive me for my random-ness in this blog entry.

i smell like chlorine now. like eewk. that's what happen when you spend like 4 hours straight in the pool, and your skin starts t soak up the chemical contents in the water. trng was OMG SO TOUGH. and i though pool trng would be easier than land. how wrong. shagged. knees scratched. backbone scrapped and sore. legs aching, shoulder muscles tensed and waist hurt like shit. i fear waking up tmr morning. =(

the immediate effects of trenous trng resulted in me cleverly bashing my head against a glass panel in the toilet. for a moment i think i thought the panel wasnt there. oh wells. ppl claim since i bashed the right side of my ' pea sized' brain, i'm right brainless now. in other words, my brain size has now been reduced t 'half a pea's ' size. yes la retard, love you t bits strips and pieces if you wanted me t reinforce that.

yes. i succeded cooking a 'sunny side up' egg on my first attempt. unlike some who either over cooked hers, or undercook, or better still, break the yolk. stupid just say stupid alright. you better be honoured i cooked for you. past days well spent nevertheless.

okay. here's the climax, forgive me if i sound damn fcuking pissed and annoyed and vulgar but which part of 'do not tell anything' do you not understand!? not that you told anything, but you went t aggrivate the situation by saying that you knew smth that they dont. to think you could still assure me that you wont breath a word about it. do you know that's worst than telling the entire situation.
what you just did was like overboard. what do you hope t gain by doing so? seriously, why must you insist on contradicting what you promised yourself not t. you went ya ya but still, you went up and said your hearts out. what's is wrong wth you. FUCK la.

okay. on a lighter note, imagine a person can eat packetss of 'wangwang' in less than 15 mins. a 'ripley's believe of not' feat.

thanks for screwing me up

2006-09-19T17:54:00.000+08:00

hearts this idiot;

friggin shinyi was like talking on the phone at 7am in the morning so loudly, i swore i could hear the entire conversation whilst sleeping. if that's like not enough, i got yanked out of bed at 7.30 and pestered t accompany her in the wee hours of the morning ( okay to me its wee hours cause i usually get up wayyy later) to serangoon. mac breakfast. slept my bus journey t serangoon and back t sch for gym.
yes, gym. urgh. 10am when everyone's dreamily snuggling up in comfortable pillows and bolsters, i'm busy sweating like water flows freely out of a tap and carrying weights. =(

ytd retard came over supposedly at 6am according t her. but she happily msged me at 11 saying: yawn i just woke up. -rolls on the bed. like retarded or what. came over at 12. slack-a-deck-deck, and she retard-ed around in butterfly-wanna-be-cacoons until 4, of which i had canoe polo trng and she grumbled like an old granny saying i dumped her for training. food hunt at pasar malam aft trng wth CPs. and glor eats like WHOAH. yes. so does mel. =x so they went starbucks slack. met retard for dinner. she stupidly didnt know where t alight from the bus. then send her off t the bus stop.

went back t meet nsy and yx at control. yx missed her last train and she apparently complained so much. then she cabbed instead. so we took train home. stupid nsy insisted on walking home. its like 12 plus alr and she still insist on walking t my place. crazy or what.

yays. my post is getting longer.
no complains alr okay.

2006-09-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

kids nowadays are so xzxz.
they go around comparing which of their relatives died earlier.

like have they no other things t talk about.

imagine you can only choose one out of 2 of the things you like most.
you love this, yet you love that.
thou the craving's quite unequal but still, you want both.

ah shucks. okay.
random post.

sleep now.
bye.=)

2006-09-16T03:07:00.000+08:00

bestie;

towned cine wth yx. the rest were late, as usual.

oh do you know, you can now UPSIZE your chicken rice set meal.
yes, next time you go up t the chicken rice counter, go smth like: 'uncle i want chicken rice set meal, roasted, UPSIZE HOR.'
and who knows the next time you could pay by ez link as well.
yx, yx, such intellectuality.
little man is actually a nice family movie. but the sexual humour was like whooah. but love it nevertheless.
JP called during the show t ask for directions, she was going t grandma's.
i told her t wait for me ( t come out and say hi) cause the show was ending, and she was at cine as well.
stupid thing mis-interpret it as i was going home wth her.
so she complained like a naggy grandmother and made me accompany her t wait for bus for nearly half an hour before the stupid bus t turn up.
i could've sworn the bus knew she was gonna board it so it decided t delay.
okay. thousand apologies and a big fat lolli alrights.

back t rocky masters, LJS then pooled at lucky plaza.
then t cine find vonn t say i was going home.
poor thing worked from 9am t 2am. and i did smth that i really feel remorseful about. =(
shucks. i'm really sorry.

i think i can submit an application for guiness world of records for sneezing the most number of times in a day. or maybe even consecutively.
loved tday still. thankfully hazel was sane today.

love is such a controversial subject.
many a times leaving us in deep thoughts
pondering on which route t take,
which decisions will cause what results
and whether we'll be left in joy or sorrows.

2006-09-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

bitch loves

hazel koh finally decided t send me the pics from sakae's outing.
which was like 2 weeks ago btw.

lame pill's sweet 17.

contemplate: to cut my fringe and risk getting bastard all day long.

piece; peace

reasons; results

2006-09-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

smile like no one's watching

frostbite at the cathay.

the show has, a thin story line, major anti climax and alot of blood spluttered everywhere.
that about sums it up.

but the company i had made the outing more worthwhile. =)

exam results are out.

yay. passed all.

i was so mentally prepared for supp papers.

guess it's bye bye supp papers
and hello happy holidaysss.

2006-09-12T19:27:00.001+08:00

shit head. okay blogger really seriously sucks. you know the uploading photos system in blogger usually can upload 5 pics at a time right, mine will hang! i can only upload 1 at a time. pathetic or pathetic? and yvonne kua is a very impatient idiot, keep bugging me t blog. and she complains that i blog too short. so i'll make this entry long and detailed. satisfied? you better be hor.

anw. canoe polo outing ytd. went all the way t suntec just t fetch princess shinyi all the way down t TM. and she was acting all retarded in the mrt. seriously. i could've sworn the whole cabin could hear her laughing retardly.

met the rest at control. dinner at pastamania. mel came down. so sy and mel didnt eat. and they got all bored and stuff. so they started playing this totally retarded scissors paper stone game and loser gets a shake-ful or salt ( or pepper or tobassco sauce according t their preference) in their mouth.

then things up-ed a notch and we mixed the left over sauce of yx's alfredo tgt wth chilli seeds, tonnes or tobasco sauce, salt, pepper, ice and coke light from glor's drink and mix mix mix.

squirm and

squirm somemore. must have been real tasty.
movie at 9. so arcarded.

movie ended around 10 plus 11. raced to starbucks slack-a-deck-deck.

and yes. we totally 'throw face' in starbucks. fighting for sofa seats, throwing gloria's rubber band around and many more of that sort. gloria was raped twice by NG SHIN YI in starbucks, not at the side, neither outside. but like in the MIDDLE of starbucks. like right infront of the counter.

rape victim.

SERIAL RAPIST HOR.

homed.

and talking t gloria at 2am to 4am in the morning is as good as talking t some maniac singing old mac donald had a farm.

YVONNE KUA you stupid thing publicise my oh so retarded photos online. hehs. =))

ohkaye very random. =x

2006-09-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

msn cocked up big time. blogger cocked up like usual.
omg what's wrong.
shall upload photos tmr.
patience is a virtue.

ps: thanks ar yvonne kua for posting all my retarded photos and showing everyone, and posting friendster bulletins dissing me.

2006-09-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

canoe polo lovess.

bsc camp was oh so fun.
nightwalk was memorable. forever.
laughed my ass away throughout camp.
mass dance loves.
shouted like the whole wide world didnt care.
and i've no voice now. i sound damn hoarse.
i think i would've seriously regretted not going.
bless all bananas! -knocks knocks
*sqeak sqeak*

bananas' blessing hammer.

accompanied retard for chalet. yes i'm so nice.
sat competition was an eye opener.
clinched 2nd for both opens and IVP.
canoe polo team dinner at fish and co.
madness.
lesson learnt. nv wear caps wth canoe polo outings.
star bucks slack after.
back t dte find 2 asses at chalet. =x

upload pics sometime soon. =)
transfering time on msn really seriously sucks.

best budds. come what may. =)

smile like there's no tomorrow.

and dont resort t stupid things

that'll end up getting yourself hurt.
stupid ass.

2006-09-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

hearts retard plenty

THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA spells a-w-e-s-o-m-e.

it was damn nice lah, seriously.

(esp when the girl acting laughs just like the retard i was watching it wth)

and i happily left the house tday thinking i didnt have t carry any bag.
until someone decided t bring her laptop and made me carry it. =x
and who on earth brings her jacket into the cinema,
but doesnt want to take it out t wear when she feels cold
retarded or retarded?
yah, my sentiment exact.

then some stupid dumb came and decided t scare me and call me a zebra.

after not seeing you for so long, the first thing you do is t call me a zebra.

good. you very good. you dumb dumb thing. =))

okay i know i've got a deprived childhood.

picture perfecto.

'JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE' next hor!

live life wthout regrets. there's no need for an apology. =)
whatever happened alr happened,

its comforting t know that someone cares when you're down and out.
it makes the pain less hurtful as well.
but at the end of everything,
i'm still here if you need someone t lean on. =)

2006-09-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

the loves.

steve irwin died. by a stupid stingray. screw that stingray. because of it, the world lost a wonderful environmentalist.

i recalled my younger days watching him on tv. and critisizing him on his drastic and over enthu gestures t describe the animals. but now i miss it. =(

i suddenly feel like one of those animals that practice hibernation. so i've been sleeping. and i still feel like sleeping. omg. what's wrong.

tday marks jinjin's 3rd year anniversary. and my god we all actually forgotten. we love you girl. dearly missed. 05.09.2003

i have my doubts about the words said. i'm confused.

2006-09-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

the past few weeks have been prettaye much tormenting and all. its like a little boat in the middle of the storm bobbing up and down. i think i finally thought through things and figured where i stand. its ironic how you can easily give advice and solutions t other ppl's problems but when it comes t your own problem, you tend t ponder and hold back, and have no idea how t handle your own situation.

thanks for being there for me when i fell hard, to back me up and make me feel i had someone t turn t at my saturation point. thou you werent physically there, i genuinely felt your care and concern. i'm sorry i ruined your mood and all. i know what i'm doing and for sure i dont wanna have t go through that again. i'm sry i made you succumb t drastic mood swings on your part. but at the end of the day, you know i love you. like totally. [ just dont ignore me for like the rest of my lfe k, you know i cant take it. =) ]

insecurity is inevitable in this form;
so why choose t pursue situations that makes you feel miserable at the end of the day.

2006-09-01T02:22:00.000+08:00

today marks the closure of the stressful and time-and-knowledge comsuming examsss and welcomes the much anticipated holidays. -singgs.

exams were, yeah. unexpressable. un-imaginable hours spent at starbucks, mac, and the wee hours of the mornings just t squeeze every ounce of info i can into that rather small-consumption sized brain that i have. and on a different note, watching snakes on a plane wth someone who has a phobia of snakes sitting next to you, screaming her way thru out the entire show can be quite an experience.

msn is like cocked up or smth now. no one can reply and thou i replied, all stated that i didnt reply at all. so now i'm using that old 5.0 msn shit. and it kinda sucks.

canoe polo competition underway. screw NP canoe polo team. such shrewds i must say. oh bothers.

outcasted

so there hazel was on the first day of exams. and thou i tried very hard to understand what she was doing, but i still cant figure out why she had t come t a 900 over students-packed-hall wearing a freaking bunny jacket. easter's over my dear. did i mention it had everything a normal rabbit had, attached t the jacket. yeap.

this is quite random. but i know that YVONNE KUA will love it.

will history repeat itself,
will i have t go through what i went through before.
i honestly cant answer that question at all.

2006-08-29T03:23:00.000+08:00

i feel like an idiot.
one of those kill-joy-moments.
oh wells.

4 hours before i get ready for sch.
mugg baby mugggg. =)

2006-08-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

daily rantings from yx online. uh huh.

IVP game ytd. click.
its like 7 mins long.
climax at 2.40mins to 3.00 plus. TP(blue lifejacket) vs NP. so we lost possession of the ball.
np threw a long shot over to the other end where another np player was.
and eunice when and wth one push, capsized her boat.
and the TP crowd roars.

2006-08-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

welcome to muggers' paradize.

li sheng jie's concert.

ok its talking about this 2 guys beside our table playing wth this condom. then they blow and it flew away like a balloon onto the floor.

2006-08-20T21:40:00.001+08:00

faggot.
feels like i'm last resort.
immuned t it i guess.
i'm glad that i did.

NG SHIN YI hereby promised mee to quit smoking and drinking.
you better you dumb thing. dont fag your life away. its plain dumb.
and yes, i feel you totally. dont emo. fishball mei isnt that bad, better than you know who at least.

mugging is a virtue. lets all mug.

2006-08-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

half of my mind tells me t diss you,
yet the other half tells me t let it go.

do you even know what you're doing?

2006-08-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

day 1:

day 2:

and yvonne is either damn cuteee, or damn lameee.
you know how t brighten my day lah kayyy.
though its glaring enough. =x
BUT what's wth the 1/2 finger?!!?

tmr's last day of schhh.

2006-08-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

-dont you know farm animal-ed paper clips are the latest.

THANK YOU:

CARMEN TAY

HAZEL KOH

TAN YUXUAN

ONG WEINI

-for you know what. and yeah.

LOH LINGYU, STOP MASS SENDING MY STUPIDLY HORRENDOUS VOICE CLIP! EVERYONE'S USING IT AS MSG TONE ALRRRR!!

'sharr urpp, sharr urpp sharr urpp'

2006-08-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

it that was so,
what was this for.

2006-08-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

fastforward fastforward,
this antagonising period.
shit. i shall not indulge in this kind of situation anymore.
at least not for now.

thanks for your advice.
about the trust and compromise.
and that i need this kind of experience t grow. =)

2006-08-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

fireworks festival was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
better than national day's i reckon.
human tsumani caused quite a stir.
nv seen so much ppl in my entire life.
feel's like a major evacuation is underway.

kfc dinner. typical singaporeans.
numb skulls.
couple emo potato and simpson look-a-like 'kope' the entire 4 seater when they only had 2 friggin fat ass butts.
they bought like 4 tubs of mash potato and cold slaw each. ( i haven even gotten t the chicken part)
like gluttons' paradize.
so there we were 'bastard-ing' them till hazel had tears, weini's stomach ached, and i choked.
omg. damn pissed ytd. but well, we had our fun.

a leopard nv changes its spots;
play wth fire and you'll get scalded.

2006-08-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

you can really see who cares and who doesnt by the little things ppl do.
its pretty heart warming.
and i appreciate that alot.
thank you.

my knee caps hurts like crap.
i cant friggin bend my kness wth/o it aching.
and i dont know why.
climbing up and down stairs spell hell.

exams' coming. time to start mugging.

2006-08-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

will you still love me in the morning....
...... forever and ever babe.

HAZEL'S NEW PASSWORD

click is a nice flick.
hilarious yet touching.
stupid woman beside me cried buckets, and so loud.
encountered hail storm in kfc.
vivian's back from shanghai!

trng's starting t get boring. no pool slots.
tokyo drift is like 10 times more thrilling than initial D.

now i'm nursing a painful blueblack on both my knees.
thank you shin yi.= D

'timeout' chocolate bars are addictive.
like seriously.

2006-08-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

EFFECTIVE STUDYING TIPS

1) come to school half drunk.

2) paint your nails, you'll look sexayee.

3) multi-task. study wth your eyes close.

rain rain go away;
i want sunshine.

2006-08-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

hazel: so love can move a mountain?
carmen: for what!? move the mountain alr put where?! so mafan.

no words can describe the sucky feeling inside;
i ponder and contemplate too much.

2006-07-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

its now 3am in the morning.
finding one stupid economics article can be so tedious.
thou the entire world revolves around the economy and etc etc.
i'm lacking in sleep alr.

2 hours of constant ball passing causes severe arm and hips ache.
like seriously.
SP band concert on sat. quite nice.
some squeaks here and there were rather cute.

it explains the boredom whilst waiting.

K box fun on friday in conjuntion wth hazel's bday celebration.
i skipped trng for your sake HAZEL KOH and you paid weini 10 cents to make fun of my.. but retribution is sweet. look at weini. it explains all.
ok, sidetracking.
i decided not t put up the videos on blog cause the scenes were really, erm,
'high on drugs' ( as quoted by hazel in one of the video clips where she shouted into the camera) and mentally unsound.

PICTURES

i wonder if..
maybe sometimes i put in too much effort..

2006-07-26T01:15:00.000+08:00

studied till 3am on a tuesday morning.
woke up at 8am t study again.
sch ended at 2, library t study.
7pm test.
i reckon i'd still flunk anyway.
i've been seeing numbers and templates constantly,
that when it came t the actual thing, i fooked out.
strenous. headache. too much numbers spinning.

ok digress,
canoe polo funnnn.
team bonding sessions are full of laughter, lameness and cold hard jokes.
zookeeper, drunkards, burping buffalos, alienss, home-ec teachings.

you busy i free.
i busy you free.
NO FATE ARH!
still what facial.
lalala~~

2006-07-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

mid week's here in a jiff.

class ended at 11am. ( cause we chose t skip lecture) went library study until 5 plus before training. quite fruitful. finally have time t study.

today training was quite fun. excluding the run 20 rounds and do sets part.
we played soccer. but we only had 5 players on each side.
and we used the FULL SOCCER FIELD to play.
so we run up and down and up and down.
(taking into consideration we ran 8k before that)
until 9.30 the ppl switched off the spotlights.
and yes, we couldnt see anything. much less balls.

weini has a deprived childhood, so it explains why she's sitting under the table in the middle of the library.

2006-07-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

ou-sometimes you cant really judge anyone by their looks and all.
i think it was like quite childish.

ok lets digress shall we.
thur morning had the interclass match against 1b08.
and for a bunch of 17, 18 year olds they're quite imature.
like seriously, quite sore losers.
shant elaborate much, quite unglam.

my friday was kinda screwed cause match was at 4pm.
so we stayed in sch until 4.
quite a good and fun game, thou quite wasted we lost by 1 point.
nevertheless ( is that how its spelt?!) , we enjoyed it. buffalooo!
home t change. then tiong bahru for dinner and pool.

sat headed for training, lunch, pool, arcade the usuals.
home t change then t town t meet jass tgt wth sy and jasmin.
okay the outing was quite.... weird.
shant elaborate either for certain reasons.
'down t jasmin's for dinner'
then to chinatown k box
12 plus went for dinner at kallang.
then home t sleeeeeeep.
i'm like seriously lacking in it.

random stuff:
hazel went t bite yuxuan's hand.
how pitiful. hazel's cannibal.gosh.

chicken's ikan billis's so small the only way he can see it is by standing infront of a mirror!
and affandi, chicken and alvin keep bastard-ing me in sch!
hazel's an accomplice too.

2006-07-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

so this was how training went today:

20 rounds around the track non stop for 1 hour.
which means 1 round in 3 mins thou,
on the 15th round, both my kneecaps started t feel like they'll pop out prettaye soon.
then sets consisting of pushups, crunches, legraise, burpies and backraise.
1 set consist of 12 times of each, so we did 3 sets.
ball passing followed for friggin i-forgot-how-long.
then we did 'perfect ten'
which means 100 pushups, 100 situps and 100 legraises in 10 mins.

now both my knee caps hurts like @)(*$*#&_
i still have game and gym training tmr.
i feel like superman alr.

monday headed supposedly t town for movie date.
(which has been postponed twice alr)
but stupid sy and her stupid stomach.
oh wells, cabbed t her place as she insisted her legs felt like jelly.
mac delivery it was for dinner then.
cabbed home at 11.

tue headed t jurong point cause ppl got GV interview.
slacked, walked. banana came down.
dinner at pizza hut.
met up wth sy's friend, who brought 2 other friends.
which are quite _______ yeah.
left there around 10.
which meant i sat the entire east line if you realised.
from boonlay to pasir ris.
and yes, my butt ached.

so i'm feeling damn shagged now.
due t my training which are like meant for army for the 22nd century.
so i'm gonna plop myself t bed.
nights.

2006-07-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

past week's been a blast. cant really remember which day is which la. agar agar okay.moday was youth day. polytechnics dont celebrate youth day! saddist. oh wells. headed t far east for shopping after lessons. home quite early.

wed went for pjt at yuxuan's. she's still dwn wth chicken pox. quite sad. but she's coming back sch tmr. yays. supposed t go down for training. dumbdumb's match cancelled. so skipped training. went koven's mac eat. she went there t sleep. slack till 9, 10 plus. the other 2 came all the way from jurong just for 5 mins. then went home. lol?

matthew’s 17 and he went t buy a bike. And he’s riding it without a license la! He quite ‘on’.

Thur first half of the class had comm sks presentation. Quite funny. Hazel was going so slowly. And on the other hand, Carmen was going like 648km/h. aft we gestured her t slow down, she practically went so SLOW until overrun the time. during POM lecture the ‘lecturler’ was there talking rubbish. I catch no balls. My stupid idea of moving a few decks up in the LT was a big mistake. We had t deal wth a stench so strong, an elephant could faint. Weini was damn funny la. And matthew fell asleep despite the smell. Outside LT we were bitching about the ‘shut up’ incident. Jon caused a tsunami on weini.

headed t bugis aft lesson. Then t tiong bahru to find huiwen and ginnie. Then slack till 9 plus I think? Then went home.

Friday went sch for 2 friggin hours only. Just caused of presentation. If not I think I wont go sch. Quite redundant. Home aft t change then down t tiong bahru again cause dumbdumb birthday. happy sweet 17, birthday celebrations, the usual stuff. Arcarded. Went carpark roof top moon -tanning. Then t kim seng for pool. Home after.

Sat morning had reservoir training. Went 1 entire round the reservoir la. Omg damn tiring. Still race here race there. Ppl owe us milo treat. Shagged. Lunched at ljs. Then t century.

Home around 4. then t town supposedly for movie but it was quite late. ( ehh I wont lost ok) met elicia, at lucky plaza. Ppl wear the shirt ar, same as the auntie that was standing next t me. Can see the resemblance. Watson plastic bag. Met sy. Went cine, dinner at cafe cartel. We were downstairs. Vonn was upstairs at rocky masters. Ask her come down find us, she came and bullshit me. Thanks ar. Then find hazel and chicken at starbucks. Dwn t heeren see NUM singlets. 50 over. Damn ex. But quite nice. Home around 11 plus.

Birthday kiss in the middle of town.

My lingo, my originality.

2006-07-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

random blogging:

MY BACK HURTSSSS!!!!!!

pool training today. recovery was trenous. (is that how its spelt?! looks wrong) my back got scraped cause i rubbed it against the canoe too much. now i cant friggin lean back. both my knees are cut and bruised too. hurts lah. and my recovery like kinda sucked. i took 1 hour t learn paddle row. like omg la.

lunched until 4pm. then home t sleep. damn shagged. arms ached.
i think i'm burnt too.

funny. ppl usually go out on weekends and stay at home during weekdays. i'm like totally opposite. oh wells.

banana tagged my board. ask me do this.... ok. go wth the flow. complain later.

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED
1. Do the followings WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yrs
3. Leave a tag on the person tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with , " I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!"

Favourites
favourite colour: black and white ( yes i'm sadistic)
favourite food: chocolate!
favourite song: SOS rescue me-rihanna
favourite movie: tonnes
favourite sport: basketball, batminton, beach volley
favoourite day of the week: friday
favourite season: winter
favouorite ice-cream: ben and jerry's

Currents
current mood: shagged. aching
current taste: nth.
current clothes: polo tee, shorts.
current toenail: WTH!?
current time : 0250am
current surrounding: cold.
annoyances: this thing? hahas. esp when you're doing it at 0250am

Firsts
first best friend: primary sch?
first crush: sec sch i think.
first movie: er... hahas
first lie: primary sch?
first music: my crying noise i guess.

Last
last cigarette: chalet time? it was stupid. eh dont laugh i know what you guys are thinking about.-puff puff. JON CALLS IT SOCIALISING. WTH.
last drink: aloe vera
car ride: last night? cabbed home
last crush: =))
last movie: silent hill
last phone call: carmen
last cd played: omg. eons ago.

Have you ever
have you ever dated with your best friend: it'll feel wrong.
have you ever broken the law: i guess? mild mild.
have you ever been arrested: no.
have you ever skinny-dipped: no!? siao ah!
have you ever been on tv: yes.
have you ever kissed someone you do not know: nope.

5 things you are wearing: shorts, shirt, watch bracelet... last one?
4 things you have done today: sleep, eat, bitched, canoeing, recovery.
3 things you can hear right now: daddyyankee, my typing sound, aircon.
1 thing you can do when you're bored: dunno. seriously.
5 pple to tag: A, B, C, D, AND E.

ok i'm done. omg. i thought this things existed in friendster or 3 years ago sort of thing. hahas. now they upgrade t blog ehh. hahas. aiyah. i dont want t contine the chain. later i tag their board nobody do, malu myself. hahahas.

sleep sleep.

2006-07-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

sch reopened. 2 weeks were damn fast. wheeeewwww. fly by. results for exam subjects were quite okay la. got back 3 papers currently. ok. i went to crop alvin's bday video. now carmen has t format it before sending it t me so i can upload. so gotta wait cause she's forever busy lahh.

yx's down wth chicken pox!! not coming t sch until end of next week. bought roses and 3 irrelevent cards to visit her earlier on. all of us starting itching when we got there lah. slacked till 8. we viewed tonnes of friendsters and blogs and bitched about all of them lah. dumb weini. bitcchhhhhhhhhhhh you know.

supposed t go for sch's public performance. but issues cropped up. omg. damn irritating. i feel like scraping the person's face along a fence. like seriously. so didnt go in the end. went t meet jasmin and banana at aljunied. eat at geylang. omg damn funny. we sat wth this uncle. he started saying jasmin's cute and took her in as god daughter. asked for her number. and he keep saying he has 2 wives, 7 sons and 8 daughters. he wanted t buy us beer, but paid for our drinks instead. damn funny.

then we went t walk red-light district. quite fun. then t tiong bahru supposedly for pool, but by the time we reached tiong bahru alr 10.30. so we followed hungry felicia go eat. got pinched until blue black can. thanks. 12 left there for home.

OK. I MUST MENTION THIS LAHHHH.
1) FELICIA -SURNAME- SHIYA CAME FOR CHALET AS WELL.
2) JASMIN CAME DOWN ALL THE WAY TO TAMPINES T FETCH ME TO MS FOR DINNER AT CARLS JR.

random pics of sch:

2006-06-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

damn la. i finished blogging. then i went t sch t use the com t continue my blogging and the friggin com deleted away my entry. so i had t redooooo the entire thing againnnnnn. ppl's complaining my blog's rotting. urrghh. ok la ok la. the blogger doesnt like me. give me so many probs. so i got problem posting entry mah!! hee.

last week has been hectic. moday weini's bday celebration at dte. taun-ed at beach. supposedly. but it was quite boring in the late of the night. ppl were tired. cabbed t kevin's place at 4am t sleep. like serangoon. damn far.

tue went home in the afternoon. back t dte for weini's chalet. totally like clubbing la. bitch opened alcoholic party. drink, dance, music, bbq, rnb funk, reggae. it was damn high la. we blasted music and were dacing at the balcony. ppl behind were like totally watching us make fools out of ourselves. then 9 plus there were drunkards alr. and drunkards talking are a TOTAL new source of entertainment! damn hilarious. they'll talk total nonsence and repeat them eons of times. 4am the alcohol and bbq continued round 2. by 6.30 we wanted t sleep. 6.45 hazel came back and monkeyed around the bed. everyone was up by 7am singing stupid songs unanimously.

PICTURESS

wed headed back home t shower and stuff. skipped training again. didnt sleep the night before. too tired. off t chicken's for project. fell asleep at his house for 2 hours. then went down t tiong bahru t find jasmin and felicia.

thur sakae lunch. then pooled. then down t alvin's birthday celebration at bugis. quite fun. there's a video on it. wth hazel narrating the entire video clip. quite hilarious and cute. unfortunately. hazel took such a long time t record. youtube complained that the video too long. cannot upload. so oh wells.

blurest look of the century. -standing ovation pls.

bday ah beng

catch-phrase of the entire season.

damn gayyyy

lovesssss.

friday had like project marathon. 28 hours straight thru the night lah. quite funny. all the project-ing has made me damn scared for mac or kfc delivery alr. everytime there's project, there'll bound t be delivery service. it sort of coincides alr. we found out ALVIN has wet dreams!!! he laughs to himself and smiles to himself when he's sleeping!! and he shakes uncontrollably. LOLLL. orrhh horr. sicko! projecting continued until sat evening. mum's birthday. after which went for dinner wth them. then off t tiong bahru for pool. quite fun. home around 1.

mickeyy is sorry for dropping your 18 hours old phone. causing a deep irreplaceable gash at the corner of its side. seriously. i'm damn guilty. =(

ok. my sleeping hours for the past week was damn interesting:
sunday: 4.30 am to 9am
monday: 5am to 1pm
tuesday: er.. none.
wed: 3am to 9am
thur 2am to 8am
friday: er.. 2 hours.

cool eh. i'll like totally age damn soon at this rate.

dont judge me by what you think and feel. i think i make the best judgement.
because we dont communicate, you see things superfically. how naive.
i didnt forget the olds when i had the news. i hated you for saying that.
dont tell me how to go about doing my things when you have no idea what's going on.
dont ask me to think back and recollect. there's nothing more to that.

2006-06-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

HOLS ARE HERE...... but hols are ending soon.
it's quite sickening knowing time flies at 345km/h when you're having fun and is moving at 0.00000045km/h when you are so not having fun. what a bomber.

anyways. thou hols just started like 7 days ago. i feel like its ending soon. ok recap where i left off. tue oh i cant really say due t some circumstances but will do so aft the event has been done. wed class outing to sentosa! quite fun. dinner at harbourfront. after which headed t plaza sing for arcade. then 2 hours of pool at monstercue. that place is nice. home at 11.

PICTURES

thur chicken alvin and yx came my place supposedly for project. but we ended up only eating kfc delivery and discussing bits and pieces of csa project. then we bitch for a quite a long time. about everything. -laughs. then headed for cp training. my arms totally feel like jelly now.

ice skating tmr at jurong east. : DD

2006-06-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

ok. some ppl's been complaining i didnt blog.

ok. exams week finally ended on thur. like 13 of us flocked into MS t watch the omen. omg. damien's eyes are damn piercing. and weini was screaming at every little thing she saw. even if there's nth, or if chicken sneezed. effin' hilarious. then hazel met up wth us after the show, carmen left. oh we went t toilet, and they pasted 'the nun' 's poster on the mirror! quite a scare. then we headed t esplanade and played games. lols. really loud and funny ones. and the dares were hilarious. superman, batman, spiderman. then 10 plus cabbed home.

friday headed t pass smth t a friend in the morning. then over t yiwen's place t sort of slacked. we like bought pepsi gold. it was LIMITED EDITION. but it seriously tasted like... moth balls and detergent added tgt t make this concoction. seriously. yeap. then we bought baby food t eat. its damn nice btw and yiwen got so 'eww' about it. she was made t keep the bottle as souvenior thou.

sat went out wth yiwen and gary t play arcarde. we took a bus from cine t plaza. we took 7! and someone though we took 65. keep saying that 65 doesnt go t dhoby ghaut station. like how retarded is that. ran into vonn at plaza sing. this dumb rich guy spend like 32 bucks on house of the head 4. like omg, he keep restarting and restarting. totally hogged the machine. so we went t play this jackpot thing. or rather yiwen played it. and its was damn addictive. t win the jackpot, she like spent 28 bucks on the machine in exchange for a monkey( which quite resemble her) and tonnes of sweets. we keep eating and i'm probably sick of it alr. wont touch sweets for the next like month or so. then back t cine for dinner. weini and chicken came. wanted t go k box. settled for k pool instead. then we walked orchard. home at 12 plus.

today headed t cine wth gary and yx for movie. we watched 'she's the man'. and i thought we've been watching 'benchwarmers' the entire time till after the show then i realised oh we watched she's the man?!. ok. i'm getting quite dumb. headed to plaza just t play house of the head 4. then back t cine t watch movie. met fel at rocky masters and she like convienently took my voodoo doll off my phone and convienently put it on her phone. pls dont abuse it horrr. if not monday you sure die. then off t TM t meet weini for dinner at pasta. arcarded then home at 10 plus.

2006-06-05T15:50:00.000+08:00

OKAY. i totally forgot t update a very important point in sat's study session at weini's. weini's fridge is like a 'TOTAL WINENARY' she think she's storing wine. like the longer, the sweeter the wine becomes. we found poundcakes, cheese and etc etc all expired like 5 YEARS AGO. like HELLO?! it expired in 2001 and it was still happily sitting there in her fridge. then we saw this packet of sotong balls dated 03/06/06. it was like expiring on THAT day that we were there. weini just happily threw it back into the freezer. OMG. this girl is so wrong.

econs test ytd. marking schemes like totally hay-wire la! everything is 10 marks 10 marks. crap. and i lost 5 marks on the last question. shit. the thing said t draw out 'perfectly elastic demand' graph. i drew a ' perfectly IN-elastic demand' graph la! damn damn damn.

i thought home would be a condusive place t study. HOW WRONG. the com was too tempting, and my determination sucked la. so there i was playing non stop. yiwen called, met gary and her at WS supposedly t STUDY. ( cause as you know, studying at home sucked) instead we kept laughing at everthing la. and.. MY MOUTH DONT HAVE HOLE OK!? - i know you're laughing. stop it.

today's BA test was quite shitty. i balanced wrongly, and didnt bring down the last part. damn. oh wells, tmr's POM and i'm quite confident i'm gonna suck at it too.

weini

yuxuan

carmen

hazel

loves. <33

picture of the day!
it was some time back. i totally forgot about it.
hazel was plucking tze han's white hair.

2006-06-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

i realised aljunied got the weirdest ppl i swear. went studying today. totally in examination mood. met carmen and weini at 2 plus, dwn t somewhere nearby t buy junk food, then t weini's house. after weini bought bubble tea we walked past this old woman. she suddenly started asking whether coke lime a new flavour. ok then i stopped, and she used the end of her umbrella and poked me! shit. like she poked my chin, an inch away from shoving it into my mouth and a few more inches from gorging my eyes out la. weini was like: tell you dont stop, keep walking you still stop!' weini then said she was smth wrong UP THERE. idiot. i kena poked la. damn it.

then we went t weini house for study. quite fruitful la. but some ass PS us go find someone else! so we had t leave the house la. dwn t library. was damn productive. ok then there was this old man and his granddaughter. damn cute la. the girl took books from the shelf and threw it on the floor. the grandfather took it from the floor and put it back into the shelf. -laughs out loud. then there was an old woman she was there tell the granddaughter not t throw books, t go home and sleep, not t bite the sock off her feet and stuff. then after that my friend went like: actually they're not related. like shit la. i thought that was the grandmother. then she kept talking t the granddaughter as if its her own. damn freeky pls.

was all ready and supposed t sleep alr cause got pissed off. then conferenced wth the 'GYM' ppl last minute. okay la. quite fun. we sang like totally old and forgotten songs. sing sing sing until 5am pls!

anw, happy birthday sweet dumbo. : ))

everytime we meet, the picture is complete.
everytime we touch, the feeling is too much.

2006-06-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

exams are next week!! -screams at the top of my voice. cough cough.

okay. week's been alright. went t watch da vinci code today. english mega-chim pls. but the show's damn nice la. GV tampines sucks. da vinci code's 2hr and 30 mins long. i sit until my butt ached. my eyes are half closing now. i suddenly feel that this post is so damn redundant, ok, to tell you the truth. i only decided t blog cause there's pics attached in the entry that are quite something t be amused about.

lunch today and the bread in the meal was damn hard la. serious. i had t poke it. like literally.

carmen was so bored during POM lecture.

my joy and laughter. ( plus weini)

2006-05-31T00:28:00.000+08:00

pictures as promised.

PICTURES

shit. i just realised i cant stand ppl that put their nicks on msn that says: DONT DISTURB ME! I"M REALLY REALLY BUSY.'

i mean like how contradicting. if you really dont want any one t disturb you sign out la! ok. so random.

carmen's phrase of the day: this is actually a fork.

2006-05-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

certain things that passed, are not meant t be raked up. i choose t feign ignorance about the entire situation. there's many things that you feel and think about now that protrays me differently. i know me explaining t you everything will be throughly tedious, and its gonna cause more unneccessary quarreling, so i'm not planning t do so. even if i do, it wont help pretty much. so i rather i not say anything about it. but seriously, choose another alternative. this one aint an option.

exams and project deadline's around the corner. things are starting t pick up the pace. must go into study mode like right about now. damn. anyway. sch's been a blast so far. laughter and lame jokes. i know i havent been blogging regulary, will upload pics before the exam starts ( which is next week). anyway, hazel's been a total retard so far. touching other ppl and playing 'tag'.

ps: you've gotta tilt your head cause matthew's a bad cameraman.

2006-05-22T15:26:00.000+08:00

having CSA lab tutorial now. and i'm so bored. ok. ppl complained i didnt blog ok!

sat headed dwn t sch like EARLY in the morning for canoe polo training. we went canoeing in bedok reservoir, we were told to capsize in the canoe. like totally scary pls. then back t swimming pool for push ups and stuff. arms ache like hell right now. then headed home for lunch and change.

met JP and annette, dwn t town supposedly for pool, arcade-d instead. and then both ps me. SY ( see i mentioned corret name) came dwn t find me. walked cine, looked for vonn. [your dog what species ar?!] then ww and another i-forgot-whats-her-name girl came. 10 plus went t indo-cine t look for hazel and company. they went clubbing. 10 11 plus left twn.

hazel and gang went t indo-cine. but they stupidly only have 2 ic! weini managed t get in. then chicken passed the first bouncer, quickly pass ic t alvin, then suay suay he ran into the 2nd bouncer, the bouncer didnt believe the ic was his. confiscated the ic. wanted t call police. he totally-stupidly asked them t wait outside while he went inside t call police. then weini they all ran away! chicken was so dumb. when the bouncer said he's gonna call the police,

weini: eh faster run NOW!
chicken: NOW ar? NNOW??
weini: yah la then?! wait until the bouncer come out and catch you then run ar?!?!

chicken is so damn dumb!
so they ran t catch cab, and -yet-again-stupidly- take cab from WISMA, to HEEREN! then walked back t wisma t find celest. then they left. LOL. so much for clubbing.

CHICKEN SAID: i hate weini. = ))
ehh weini, is chicken write one cause we're in csa lab. not my fault aye.

my mummy's bullying me now! cause my daddy cannot SATISFY her! LOLL~~~

dont harbour on the past.
dont wait for my return.
it's time t move on.

2006-05-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

they say in every group there's always a black sheep.
ahhhhhhh!!! that black sheep's pissing me offf. i will not reveal who. but ppl i see everyday knows. piss me off. you egoistic, big headed, self centred, think-the-world-evolves-ard-you, think-you're-oh-so-cool piece of wasted human resource. seeing that black sheep irks me la. damn it. now stuck wth that person in the same for a certain ( i shall not reveal) subject(s). you damn think you're oh-so-right, asked ppl for opinions but yet refused t pen them down. then save the effort of asking in the first place damn it.
ok. vented my anger alr. shall not be angry anymore. unless you piss me off otherwise.

sch ended at 4 today. headed t cafe. we rubbish-ed about the sex topic. talking about all sorts of imaginable and UNimaginable questions la. all the IKAN BILLIS and fighting fish. 2 hours straight. then went for AC, but we werent in proper attire. headed for pool towards 8. dinner at kern-tuckys. then home. everyone got the flu, sorethroat and cough issue from me. okay. apologies ppl!!

there's commskls tmr! and i dread it so much not just because i hate the lecturer. -rolls eyes.

2006-05-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

ok. didnt been blogging quite a while.

last sat headed t hazel's hse 3rd time in a row for project. or so it seems. we did la. finished the description mark. we all figured alvin had a deprived childhood and got so fascinated wth hazel's stuff animals in her room.
pictures

monday morning blues are always made worst wth econs lecture at 9am in the morning. esp the lecturer of which carmen so hate. she was like starting at weini and andrew for making noise. like okkayy. aft sch headed t TM walk walk. ate pastamania then arcade-ed. home early.

okay. pictures

tues was ECONS TUT wth her again. that same egg-ed headed and balding lecturer. carmen says she seriously needs a makeover and apparently her changing from specs t contacts aint extreme enough. acc was fun after. wth all the meh meh jokes and johnny woosh coming out. dwn t pool ytd wth the gang. dinner at long john. home after.

sch ended early today. dwn t bugis wth jeff, carmen and kevin for lunch. jeff went off for driving lesson. supposedly went down starbucks for coffee and studying, sofa's not enough. so went over t some cafe or smth t study there. the walk from bugis t shaw was crap. i felt like dying. energy-less, the night before not enough sleep i guess. slept for a while before starting. home at 8.

ok. surfed youtube, this is interesting. i was so overwhelmed when i could do jumpshots, now i feel its crap. i feel so lousy. LOL~

as promised, pics of dumbo. cute pls. dont deny.

2006-05-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

a week flashed by. week's been a blast.

cant really recal what happened. ytd had 2 hours of sch only. cause CSA's lecture was online. i remember the journey in the bus, we saw an underwear hanging from above. which was damn obscene pls. met up wth jason and JP headed back t gv t take my O level cert. catch up wth mrs chew. then went t TM wth jp for lunch. then met up wth the gang for pool session at pavillion. 8 ppl one pool table. ran into cerise doris weihong kuanteng. so many ppl la.

badminton trials at 6 then. jp so nice accompany me. thanks babe. then ok i sucked during the trials. we played match, using table tennis scores and i lost 7-1. like WTH. lousy la. play by fate then. yx asked me join adventure club. waited a freakin hour for weini t finish squash. headed t pavillion for dinner and gossiping sessions. home at 10.

today met f breakfast wth the gang. headed t sch for 4 hours straight of lessons. all that tirzah's fault. she push lesson up and skipped our break. -shows black face. lesson ended at 4. then we crashed hazel's place for mahjong and cards session. then we all play those 'dumb black magic' games. but it was a laugh. hazel's mum so nice call kfc delivery. then we talked about ghost stories and all of us was freakin scared t go home. saw kim may ade they all. headed home around 10 plus.

random pics of the week!!

saturday:

wednesday:

pool-ing

oh. i came across this really interesting description. well, i figure it applies t all sexes la. not just females.

2006-05-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

sch's out for the weekend.

ok. woke up kinda late today. didnt meet gang at the interchange. met at sch entrance. and opps i had 8 ppl waiting for me sitting in a row. ok damn malu. sorry ppl.

lesson was alright. APEL lesson was like origami-cum-survivor. the careperson was like telling us t fold paper boats. and he made up vote like tribal council in survivor. puting our votes into wastepaper baskets. ok. stupid i know. early in the morning in an aircon room- feel like sleeping. then it was oh-i-so-dread- commskls lesson. the tirzah is fuggin bitchy. and she likes so highly of herself. like WTH la. so hated by 07! sch ended early.

dumb chicken as me accompany him go abercrombie sale, in the end dunno run t which chicken coop. so headed down wth weini and carmen. shopped. far east, heeren. dinner at nydc. carmen gotta run. dwn t plaza for more shopping. then home.

and before i forget... I WANNA THANK LILO FOR GIVING STITCH LOLLIPOP. POOR LILO GO 4 DIFFERENT SHOPS T FIND. OK. TOUCHED LA TOUCHED LA. I NV FORGET YOU JUST ER.. NV WRITE ONLY. NOW I CAPS IT SO NO EXCUSE. : ))

2006-05-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

ok. sch's been a blast. this week was hectic. monday was public hols. studied at home all day long. tues had canoe polo trials. it was kinda stupid la. we didnt have wet suits so we had t stay on land. then the canoe polo ppl keep throwing the ball and splash water on us. like ok.

ytd sch ended at 1 plus. lunched at tamp safra, then pooled and bowled. then we went to play datona! all combined. kevin got cheer leading team cheering for him. 5 plus headed back t sch for badminton trials. alvin and james had dragon boat training. hazel and carmen had bowling forum. finished all around 8.30. we went tm for dinner, cause we were walking from the sports complex, we went t the east gate exit. CLOSED. so we climbed over. so illegal immigrant kinda behaviour. carmen and jason walked t the main entrance.aww.

pictures up at yahoo. its a link so clicked on it. photobucket kinda sucks cause there's resizing problem and blogger dont allow uploading anymore. so sucky. anws, so the pics are here:
pictures!

today, class ended at 4. our class like so 'on'. go everywhere tgt. all sports. ytd was bowling. today headed down to basketball court. played awhile. then sat at sports complex entrance. weini was talked all the 'your mama' jokes which were damn funny. JAMES"S LAUGH WAS EVEN FUNNIER. then headed to tm for pool yet again. weini and hazel managed to cut their finger so deep on the pool table edge. ouch ouch. then headed home.

tmr's last day of the week!! and chicken was t go down to far east.

2006-04-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

what a weekend. ytd headed dwn to cine for lunch. ran into kaly. everytime go where she'll be there also. met hazel at k box. poor her. become lampost. then dwn t heeren for shopping! laoda still cannot find her umbrella. so shopping we went. saw jiahui and kris. shop shop shop. towards evening headed down t TM for dinner and more shopping. saw lionel, wilson and gang. laoda! dont worry, next time i'll open an unbrella shop just for you. we walked the entire cineleisure, heeren, tampines mall and marina square before but laoda still cannot find a foldable umbrella. how stupid.

today headed to the morning usuals. dragon boat trials in the afternoon at kallang. the river aint that dirty la. lots of splashing. so salt water was all over me. then at certain points there was sun. then the water evaporated, leaving the salt there on my skin. so there i was, covered in a layer of salt. you can practically see the salt. but it was fun la. next next! canoe polo! i think i rather join canoe polo than dragon boat. dragon boat only physical training and rowing non stop. so repetitive.

jui kern name so cute. we were conferencing online and hazel was like jui kern sounds like chicken, then just nice kentucky sounds like KERN-tucky. -laughs.

2006-04-29T09:01:00.000+08:00

ok. i think my freaking computer doesnt like me, neither does the internet connection. the pages are loading even slower than snail's pace. anw, hazel's complaining alr. okay. sch's been alright of the late. anw, some lectures are others are so damn different. CSA's lecture, the lecturer was practically like rushing t catch the mrt, she went slides by slides so damn fast. on the other hand, principle of management's lecturer was so damn slow. everyone of us inside were damn bored la. hazel was sleeping.

ok. So we were cam-whoring the entire lecture. It was quite fun la. I cant put captions, if not my blogger will hang, like the previous times. After lecture headed t cafe till 6 plus before watching james in tennis trials.

so cute! -pinch pinch.

gay boy

little family

Okay. Blogger is going crazy. Apparently I tried so many times before I could totally upload all. Not gonna use photobucket anymore I guess. Looking for alternatives. But the others are all in albums, not directly in the post, which is quite sad. Okay. Dragon boat trials this Sunday! Ok. Update again soon.

2006-04-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

ok. today's the first day of sch. lecture was damn fast. within 1 and a half hours the lecturer was done, so we had 3 and a half hours break before. it was boring. then 4 of us went all the way to the bookshop( which is a really far walk) just cause carmen wants a can of pringles.

regrouped wth the other girls later on. headed t library to watch cable tv only t find out that there were only sports channels. then we decided t head t TM for lunch, we had 2 hours t kill you see. so 8 of us went. reached TM we met the all the boys of the class. so it became like class outing lunch. back t sch before 2 only t find out that we had no lesson. like WTH. so went t get lecture notes and stuff. hazel and yx gotta go. accompanied carmen t TM in search for her new back. headed back home close t 6.

ok. tmr there's only 2 hours ok school! -yayness.

jack in a box.

2006-04-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

ok. today was 2nd day orientation. morning was boring. had a talk in the auditorium. then headed t meet carepersons and all. my perspection of my class changed. i guess first day, everyone looks weird and everyone looks very greek t the other person. but oh well, everything's fine now. at least my class got a bunch of 'siao kaos'.

so down t the sports complex in the afternoon for intersch competition. we were like sitting right in front of the speaker. then they played it so loudly, my left ear couldnt hear a thing after that. and it was hot, everyone was packed like sardines, so figure how uncomfortable. so after the thing at the sports complex, walked dwn t bedok resevoire for regetta, ( this series of dragonboat races) then continued screaming and screaming. no voice alr. it became hoarse. but our sch became overall champion, so at least my screaming didnt go t waste. it rained, so the grass was wet, but we still had t sit. eeww. they keep asking us t stand and sit and stand.

anw, sch's starting on monday. i'm got a 3 hour break between 2 lectures. what on earth am i supposed t do. anw, shall see what happens then.

i'm tired.
everything has its ups and downs.-shifty

2006-04-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

ohs wells. sch's starting next weekk!!!!!! okay. happy, t be or not t be? hmm new people new enviroment, new classmates, new textbooks new teachers new sch, gosh.

anw, went out wth laoda last sat. went t watch 'take the lead'. ok, its some RNB and hip hop kinda dance show. i wasnt sure laoda knew how t watch. but she's damn cute la. when everyone was laughing, she wasnt. when no one was laughing she's there laughing so loud. thank god the cinema was dark. show was nice. met sherie as well. she wanted t buy a jigsaw puzzle wth specific images on it. lol. so hunting we went.

this week's gonna be quite tiring i suspect. orientation on thur and fri. then sch starts next weeeekkk!! ok. my 5 months hols is coming t an end. awwwwww

oh well. we'll see how things go. anyway, today's john's birthday!! ok happy sweet 14 kid!

random pics of the week and previous.

ok. so last week we went long john. and well, 2 ladies? er.. came and sat like that. well one was buying food then. hahas. i didnt take the picture! but it was a laugh la. everyone could practically see. hahas. good thing the face wasn't taken. the face was wrong as well. she just looks wrong. lols. we ran into them again at the arcarde.

aiyah. it looks wrong. but her thighs are so er.. wide.. then everything's covered. (thank god) but none the less. quite a laugh

2006-04-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

ok. i know i havent been blogging for some time alr and sherie's been complaining. well i think my stupid blog acct doesnt seem t like me, whenever i type out an entry, it doesnt allow me t post. ahh. keep giving me the 'action cancelled' page. i've typed out the same entry so many times alr. long ones. so i guess i'm too tired t type out the entire thing again. i'll keep it real short.

sch's starting soon alr. not sure whether t look forward t it anot, esp when some soul who is not really appealing is in the same course. oh well. been out quite often, movies pools arcardes the usuals. sometimes ppl words can have a great effect on you. aiyah. i know who are the ones worth staying around. ok so random. the internet in my computer is loading pages at snail's pace. such an irritant. ok. end of post for now. update some other time.

2006-03-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

alright. i'm stuck at home doing nothing. life's a bore. anyway, sherie did her walk last saturday! her first gig.

ok this was like some donkey years ago i think.

sucha hottie. her tan is damn nice btw, IDIOT!

ok. i went t list all my comments t her. she's damn funny la. alright. i'll update soon.

2006-03-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

today was damn hectic. morning was kinda screwed. i woke up and got ready t head out, only t realise that my wallet and keys were in the car and its at my cousin's place. met meh meh late morning to do her issues wth TP applications. then like 2 mad cows, we travelled like the entire central. from DBS to UOB to CPF building to TM.

watched V for vandetta. omg. damn nice pls. 5 out of 5 bites. but the english is damn chim. cause its from london. the people there talk wth damn profound english and pronounce so fast i barely caught anything. the show was damn nice, and violent. the only flaw is that it reminded me so much of history lesson and nazism.

then rushing started. cab to bedok, walked like the entire interchange ( its like dunno how many thousands miles t me), collect medical report then cabbed dwn t my house cause may's O lvl cert was wth me, then cabbed back t TM. 7 plus alr. met kim and adeline. then we pooled f a while then home bound! they went for chalet aft.

may's little heart is broken!!! everybody now: awwwwwwwww. meh meh relax!

my only importance is you.

2006-03-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

well. i've decided t sit on the spectators bench and not poke my nose and argue back. i'm in no position t do so anw.

today kinda sucked. parents were really )(*#)($$&@. demanding this and that. i barely had time t do my own things la. they've been going : do this do that do this do that. fustration sets in. and the other idiotic sibling aint doing nothing. how unreasonable. tired.

you're my world. dont crumble on me.

2006-03-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

let start off this long week. monday was down bad wth hives. peterpan sent tinklebell down to save the children from nether nether land. i was down again on tue recovering from hives etc. tinklebell was busy.

then if i recalled correctly, i went out on wed morning. i did i did! i forgotten where i went. ohh. i recalled now. i went out to DBS to settle some issues wth TP la. its a really troublesome sch, sending so many application forms at the same point of time. and shucks i forgotten smth, so i needed t go back the next day. so the next day i went, and finally finished those issues wth DBS. pooled f a while then headed home. i slept fitfully that night.

ohh we're already on friday. we're nearing the end of the week alr. annette had t do her medical checkup. so good and nice o'll me accompanied her down t DBS raffles medical, then t ave 5 raffles medical, only t find out that they're fully booked and the only walk-in check up is at bugis. so dwn t bugis we went. check up and all took like 2 to 3 damn hours. so un-efficient the ppl there. here's the thing. annette's inhuman. she did her chest xray and.. well. some random pics due t the long hours of waiting.

so bugis we went..

oh did you know, specs wth tags are the trend now?

annette's all cute in her xray gown that can sweep the floor clean.

what is that thing just below annette's left ribcage? how come the right side doesnt have it?

medical check up waiting.. all the numbers appeared. ALL.. except hers. and i was cursing the board..

the waiting, was killing.

to make matters worst, she was like that the entire time.

this wasnt candid.

my happiness was short-lived after.

after and all, to close up the week, it ended wth a bang. like literally. i wished this week never ever came.

i feel like i've been just pulled out of a fantasy that seemed so real. and thrown back into this harsh reality that sucks badly.

i wished.. i wished.. i so wished..

2006-03-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

watch date movie on saturday. 1 out of 5 bites. the show was damn lame. sure it had a plot and storyline but the entire show was made up of scenes from : the father's bride, kingkong, pimp my ride, the bachelor, my big fat greek wedding, they even took scene's from pink's new mtv. gosh gosh. but if you're wanting a laugh, you'll surely get it in this show. i enjoyed my day. well, towards the ending that is.

sunday's bad. i was dwn wth hives. something that i was allergic to la. was like some dum chimpanzee there scratching non stop. red swells appeared. ok. not good. but now its alright. went dwn t the doctor's. appeal results were out. and mine wasnt succesful. but oh wells, still like the course that i'm in. orientation starts on the 10th. still thinking whether t go f the workshop or the overnight camp. heard that alot of appeals werent sucessful. annette was damn pissed. ok chill chill. sherie's doing her walk on saturday! ok well, update again soon.

ice cream ice cream love love.

2006-03-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

today woke up especially early, out for breakfast. i enjoyed my morning. even if it was short. met aloy on the way back. rest of the day was errererer. yup. ohh before i forget, congrats to sherie on being able to walk the runway soon. -laughs out loud. and yes, i've learnt a new definition of 'blood-related' today. it doesnt really mean it has t be through family bonds. LOLS.

i miss you so.

2006-03-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

ok. like finally. i've gotten all the pictures. last week was busy. headed down to tpy t support team singapore in the snycro competition. my dear annette got bronze for both her events. congrats congrats. i guess all the rushing to and fro from tpy all paid off. as for the rest of the days, i kinda forgotten what happened. so yea. more pics posted under the tagboard column.

i nv knew you'll retaliate more childishly.

2006-03-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

JAE results are out. and MOE screwed up so badly. last year, the server to register online crashed. this year, all the postings were wrong. ok, like what the hack. some ppl couldnt even get into another of the 12 choices they put. what rubbish la. any-o-how, i got into my 2nd choice. i'm not gonna announce t the whole wide web what course i got into la, but some soul that i dislike and is the last person i want t see right now, got into the same course as me. same course, same sch. like where on earth did such coincidence come from? gosh. being tgt in the same sch before is bad enough. now this.

everyone seems to be appealing since MOE screwed up on the postings. i'm gonna like join the daymn crowd. for the simple 2 reasons that one, i so want t get into my first choice since it has very good job prospects, and nw that the posting screwed up, a great opportunity surfaced. and two, get as far away as possible away from that daymn soul i so dislike. seeing that person daily, considering the fact that we're in the same year, same sch, same course (hopefully not same class) irks me. but even if the appeal isnt successful, this course isnt that bad too. just that my interest is more towards my first choice. annette's appealing to get into my course. luck luck!

and the very very good and kind hearted chan has agreed t accompany me down to that campus that i'll so get lost in, after stupid annette went off on her own this afternoon.-laughs. met her t get the tickets t monday's and wednesday's competition towards evening.

ok, let me let off some steam here ya, not critisizing ppl or anything.however, if you do feel angry aft reading it then you'll know. if you want to accuse ppl of smth, do throughly check out who the real culprit is. and not throw your weight around accusing and critisizing ppl just based on your god daymn guts. and just cause the person you're accusing keeps quiet, it doesnt mean they're admitting or anything, so dont carry things too far. its utterly disgusting and childish.

you're not unwanted, you're not unloved. its just a period of time of misunderstandings. just hang in there and take things in your stride, you're overcome all.

2006-02-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

annette appeared on newspaper. and her mouth was damn big as well. =x okay. lets digress.

anw, i believe in karma. and that what goes around comes around, and you'll get payback in double. ok, was is the purpose of a blog? seriously, some can use it to critisize ppl so damn well, and say its personal thoughts. and that if they damn well dont like it, they can get their daymn ass out of there, aiyah, its damn childish can. who would put personal things to let the whole wide web know anyway.
ok. this is so random.

2006-02-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

ok. happy thoughts first. annette was so cute la. ytd she wrote me a testi commenting on how her 'amazing' ( note the inverted commas) her photography skills were just cause i put a pic which she took as my primary photo in friendster. my dp in msn has always been me and her, so today, out of nowhere, she appeared and went like this.

annette ;: YO.
annette ;: your testi daymn CUTE ah
MiscOnceptiOn: hahahahahahahaha
annette ;: ah shit
annette ;: why is there a chio bu on ur dp?
annette ;: cant take it
annette ;: oh! i meant the one on the left
annette ;: can introduce?

(she was talking about herself in the display pic) how fascinating.

anyw, i'm so having this suckky feeling right now. things this year is different frm last year's. why why why. i so daymn well hate it. i so want to prevent it everytime it's about t start. but everytime, i failed miserably. there's this heaviness inside. i was told to argue back, talk back. if i do, you know what happens, a huge quarrel will occur. so it seems better f me to just quiet down, isnt it.

i feel..
...a certain mixture of emotions swirling inside me.
i miss...
....those times.

2006-02-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

2 days ago things were well and soaring, now, there's a certain emptiness which i cant figure. usually its the part of the day i most look forward to, now, i wonder whether it really is.

maybe its the schedule, maybe its the times, maybe its the feeling, maybe its the situation, maybe its the workload, maybe its the stress, maybe i did smth, or maybe i miss smth, maybe that's just the way. there can be a million ge-zillion maybes to continue. or maybe i just don't really know.

2006-02-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

sometimes certain people do things for certain reasons of which offers an advantage to themselves. so do be careful and watch out for this people. esp when they're at their lowest point, they might just be making use of you. when they've recovered and soaring, they'll throw you away, aside, just like they did before.

2006-02-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

today's saturday. here i was, crashed at home cause apparently my stomach didnt agree wth any other part of my body. so home it is. friday supposed to go down to cpf building to get the timesheet for my 'job' yes. i had ( noticed the past tense) one. wth chan, working at cpf building. pay's not bad, but apparently the work is boring. like helping all those old folks fill up cpf forms. and knowing them, they'll prob ask alot of irrelevant questions. so better not. so we decided to wait till cedric calls us again. B&J would supposedly call us at the end of the month to confirm again as well.

okay, annette will be featured in tmr's sunday times sports section! her syncro team got interviewed for their upcoming competition held in spore around march. do checked that out ya. second time annette's on newspaper alr. and she promised me tickets. i dont care. i better get them.-laughs. seeing so many ppl into swimming, i kinda miss my old times as well, currently comtemplating whether i should pick it up again and complete BM.

chan told me on monday that jannah went f the spore idol auditions and apparently got through to the next round. well, little wonder as she really does sing well. maybe, just maybe, by a tinge of luck, she could just make it to the top 12. actually, there's a rather high possibility that would happen. but honestly, i dont think she'll win. cause maybe her personality's kinda weird. ( no offence) so yah, play by ear and see how she fairs.

last but not least, today's _______ (she doesnt want to be known) birthday. happy sweet 15 my dear then. pls be more mature ok.

oh btw, did you noticed at the login page that the blogger sign was in a heart shape?

2006-02-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

further rewind now that i've got all the pictures. ok. last friday was the results of the O levels. towards everning met up wth laoda weihong cerise and doris out to 'celebrate'. so we went dinner and walking around. then laoda wanted to eat haagen das. ( ok is that how you spell it?) any o how, we decided on fondue. and we were all clumsy, dropping all the stuff into the chocolate fudge and strawberry sauce. and laoda's laughing was aggrevating everything. so it was pure laughter for all.

before all the monsters attack...

nobody ate the peanuts and we felt it was a waste not to make use of it..

tada! we mixed it....

its been a busy week

2006-02-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

okay, starting wth monday, i finally found someone to head down to TP wth me. my dear chan. well, TP had this sort of thing going down in the auditorium to see those lecturers and find out more of the course. saw may, adeline and 5c gang there. alright, i wanted to go through by DAE hopefully into the course. so i went to question the lecturer. she talked f a full half hour before telling me there's no DAE for that course. like WTH. then went to watch 'pigs swim'.

valentines day was er.. quite boring. we scouted the entire Tampines mall and that was about it. then it got so boring we were about t go back early when we decided to pool f a while. so pool we went. then adeline may and kim came along, saw melvin, louise and kenny. that was bout it. headed home around 8 after.

ytd down wth annette yang to parkway. we all had to buy things. lunch at coffee bean. annette then went for 'scoopz' of which she claimed was damn nice. then headed of so see another round of 'pigs swim'. home around 8 too.

thou this pic is kinda lame, i still have to show it cause its this 2 ppl on a 499 bucks sofa bed.

annette and her ' acting twit' look.

okay, cerise called me suaku cause i was so fascinated that ppl could peel a 'fa' onto the apple.

2006-02-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

today's the 15th day of chinese new year. the last day. then we've gotta wait another 365 days. anw, met up at grans. well, alot of commotion in the early afternoon bwt us and oh dear grandma.-shows stupid face. she's just so, )(#*$*#&%. okay then. towards the evening, we went to 'lau yu sheng'.it was kinda fun thou. ok i feel this entry is so, irrelevant.

more pictures in the right column under 'finale'

2006-02-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

O LEVEL RESULTS ARE OUT!!!

yes. the results are out, 2 months since we sat for our last paper. first of all, thank god, my prayers were answered. ok i felt that my results were not that good, but satisfying. good news and bad news. bad news is, i've got no distinctions. i'm so sad. i was hoping english and math, or art could get a distinction. but good news is, i've got no Cs. so yes, my result slip had all Bs. so quite alright i guess. but i still cannot qualify for the course i wanted. short but 1 point. daymn it. mingchuan says we can go f interview at tp on monday. so i think i'll do just that. hope hope that i can get in. -crosses fingers tightly.

went out wth the gang ltr towards the evening. dinner and walking aimlessly in tampines mall, playing dodgeball in toyr 'R' us, and just fooling around. ok then we all shared fondue at haagen daz, and oh it was so much laughter at all the clumsy fingers. but day well spent.

the great chew, (LOL) soon to be mum.

does time really heal all wounds?

2006-02-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

i'm lying alone, with my head on the phone,
thinking of you till it hurts.
i wish i could carry, your smile in my heart
for times when life feels so low.
it would make me believe what tommorrow could bring
when today doesnt really know.

i'm feeling lousy, fustrated, agitated, suffocated, entangled, unwanted, monotonous and disowned. there're just some things i dont say for fear that things might turn ugly. now, whether or not i say it, some times things just turn out that way. little did you know that your casual remarks has a huge impact on me. maybe its a passing feeling. like a passing cloud, the rain will eventually stop and the sun will once again shine.

i need to go out for a breather.

2006-02-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

O LEVELS RESULTS WILL BE OUT THIS FRIDAY

oh gosh, i can just hear it ringing at high pitch non stop through my brain, and its killing my cells. i'm so anxious, nervous, and hyperventilating. someone pls calm my anxious soul. i hope to do well in all subjs.- crosses fingers tightly. even then, i have no clue what course to take. gosh. though there're so many courses, none interests me. big problem ahead. i was thinking of tourism and hospitality management, but year 2 is at sentosa. ( how near) then there's a new course, leisure and resort management ( i dont see any difference) but that's at SP.

anw, rewinding back. we continued our currently 3 year tradition of making our way to kembangan to see chen lao shi. it was nice. almost like a reunion. parkway after for lunch at pastamania then mahjong session at benneth's in the night.

GOD, HELP ME ACHIEVE GOOD RESULTS!!

today i was unwanted, it hurt.

2006-01-31T14:14:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee. its chinese new year. everyone is in that CNY mood. is it? i guess when we all get older, that eccentric feeling that we used to have as kids kinda fade. alright, rewind rewind.

went dwn wth kim and may to sch to see the cny concert, and no offence everyone but its was boring. well, except for band and malay dance. i was too busy eyeing on cerise conducting! well, the concert only had like what, 4 items. what kind of concert was that. anw, headed dwn to grans' in the even as it was grandad's bday.

cny came and left. well, all good things does come to an end, so does the free flow of cash. mahjong and card games everywhere. ok we played this card game called 'dont f**k'. yes. forfeit was to eat canned peaches wth oyster sauce and vinegar. and holy moly it was horrible. anyway, cny was nice. cept for certain occasions wth my grandmother. omg. why does bias-cy still exist wth such generation. just cause you've got money does that enable you to be treated better? and those that doesnt come from such well to do family get treated like shit? oh gosh.did i tell you that my granmother was even jealous of spunky. (its a dog) yeap.
10 more days to results.-bites nails.

its the hardest thing i'll ever have to do,
to look you in the eye, and tell you i dont love you
its the hardest thing i'll ever have to lie,
to show no emotion, when you start to cry.

2006-01-20T13:35:00.000+08:00

i guess misunderstandings are all part and parcel of life. the closer your friendship with someone, the bigger the misunderstandings. but alls well ends well. as long as there a give and take, misunderstandings can be solved.

okay. past days were out out out. marina square. i guess i like that place cause it's almost deserted. like totally emtpy. maybe cause its weekdays too. but its a place were i dont have to stand in line for almost anything. so off it is, out there ytd supposedly for a movie date, but cause of some complications, we settled for a pool date. then over to arcade after.

ok then i was hungry so went to kfc, then there was this guy, he was working there, kfc cap, gold-rimmed specs, holding a bacteria-lised cloth- pacing up and down the entire fast food outlet, going from one end to the other just to look at himself in the mirror, adjust his specs, admire at face before going to the other end and coming back doing the same thing. so we were at one corner laughing. he did that 21 times. yes yes. 21. either he's so damn vain, or just very very low self esteem.

alright, today went down to sch wth laoda to go find cerise. headed to MS yet again for movie. cheaper by the dozen 2 is a nice show. very funny. so there we were 3 in a row. and everytime there's a funny part, you'll hear 1 person laughing hysterically, the loudest in the entire cinema. yes yes, my dear laoda. when told to lower her laughing volume, she'll answer wth a loud 'HUH!?' omg. so throughout the show, she'll be there. even in a crowded mrt carriage, her volume is just so, LOUD. -laughs.

then we went over to esplanade rooftop to celebrate cerise's bday. it was supposed to her unknown to her thou. so job accomplished. well, i do hoped she enjoyed herself. it's been quite a while since we went out. so i suddenly felt that old feeling coming back. so missed. here are the pics then.

you're so important

2006-01-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

chinese new year's round that lil corner and well, spring cleaning in full swing. yes, my hse is currently in a huge mess and an awful lot of dust. but, its almost done. so down to the grand's place to help them spring clean cause you aint expecting a 70 plus plus year old to be climbing a ladder to remove a lampshade would you. i guess not. so yes, responsibility on the children and grandchildren. and i did my fair fair share no doubt. well, fair according to me. -grins.

ok. enough of the crapadola story, certain people's actions are a real major turn off. i dont see why i should be bothered if others aint bothered in it at all.

2006-01-14T01:19:00.000+08:00

its when you almost lost smth that you'll realise how important and how much it means to you. its there that you start to learn to treasure and cherish.

ok. there's smth very wrong wth the dates of all my entries. apparently i cant change the dates. ( i think) but yes, its lagging. and i have no clue why.

2006-01-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

hais. the feeling of being sch-less. somehow, i teeny weeny part of me do miss greenview, (though it was also a very horrible place, with horrible teachers and esp a horrible principal) but none the less, i still miss it.

here's a very good website you can visit, and see my dear crappayang annette's missing of greenview. read her's first yea.
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=a_nnette

ok. i promised her a follow up on her entry so here it goes..

-i miss dragging myself up 12 flight of stairs, round and round, and round somemore ( it's a spiral staircase you see) all the way to the 4th level early every weekday morning.
- i miss 4e3 doing really weird things during class intervals.
- i miss bullying fauzee, or rather, the whole class bullying fauzee =x
-i miss fauzee's talking about his 'supernatural world and encounter'=x
-i miss fauzee singing non stop(and way out of tune) during every lesson
-i miss drawing rubbish on the white board.
-i miss forgetting to bring the classkey.
-i miss taking photos using hp during chemistry lesson.
-i miss getting scolded by mrs potassium hydroxide (KOH) for not doing my worksheet.
-i miss doing experiments during chemistry! ( knowing that it doesnt actually turn out perfect)
-i miss getting bullied by mr indra. ( i dont know why, he likes to make fun of me and annette) ?!/
-i miss trying to stay awake during chinese lesson.
-i miss kim bullying me with a rubberband.
-i miss getting the whole class chased out for no reason by RO-RO.
-i miss RO-RO's unreasonable nagging. ( actually, i dont miss that very much)
-i miss being mrs sim's maria. =x
-i miss trying to stay awake during moreira's --------- monotonous lesson
-i miss mrs chew talking and re-enacting what happened during her other classes
-i miss annette using whatever's writable in her hand, and drawing her name or smiley faces on whatever's on my desk.
-i miss vandalising my table!!!
- i miss taking pictures of mrs lee's wonderful looking legs during SS enrichment programme and laughing so hard wth annette that she couldnt read out the source. ( po-po-po-popula-lation)
-i miss annette being paranoid whenever she misplace her things and start screaming and panicing, almost on the verge of tears.
-i miss me and annette hiding behind walls, avoiding malik, moreira and tung cause we wore coloured shoes.
i miss the ' i'll hit you at 5m per second' phrase
- i miss ZZR's sweating profusely.
-i miss mark's ______ ok. (5m radius! ok i dont miss it at all)
-i miss annette sneaking up those snacks ( something sticks. when i get the name i'll tell you) and me 'kapo-ing' them from her.
-i miss eating mac wings wth annette after sch. -flaps arms violently.
-i miss annette asking me to carry her wallet for her ( cause she says her pocket cannot fit) humpf.

overall, i so miss school. mabe one day we should go plant ourselves with one of the graduating classes and re-live the experience all over again.

2006-01-11T15:19:00.000+08:00

life is full of regrets isnt it.

2006-01-06T14:15:00.000+08:00

2006's here. new year resolutions are a blank. ok maybe not, i hope all my family and friends will be in good health. and my O lvl results wont be devastating. i hope i'll do well.-cross fingers tightly. well, sch's started for many. those early mornings, while i spent my entire morning sleeping all the way into the afternoon. i cant help it. its boring at home. tue went dwn for interview at some agency. currently waiting for their phonecall so yah. wait wait wait. and wait somemore..

annette: hey chill girl k. just relax. dont fret over it. not worth doing so over someone like that.

sherie: dont be angry/fustrated k. those kinda ppl are everywhere. just gotta live and let live. maybe just dont ever tell those kinda ppl those kinda things anymore or they'll backstab you, and you'll end up hurting yourself.

that someone: OWE MONEY PAY MONEY!! its not really nice to bring the past year's debt into the next.

2006-01-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

here's wishing everyone out there a blessed new year.
may 2006 bring you countless joy and happiness.

2005-12-31T00:43:00.000+08:00

today's new year's eve. happy 2006 to everyone tmr. alright. singapore is rather small so technically, given our age, we should have been to almost everywhere in singapore alr. so run out of places to visit and waste our time away. decided to go fort canning park. amazing, i haven't actually been there, so pardon me if i sounded so fascinated and amazed. its atually a really time place to go. the best part, it's not crowded.

alright, so spent the afternoon there. walked down to the esplanade. dinner at marina square. then back to the esplanade for sight seeing at night. home about 11 plus. PICTURES

2005 was quite a good year for me. made some good friends, new friends and seen some true colours of current ones. best of all, all the stress and pressure is over thanks to the wonderful long awaited closure of the O levels examination. a new chapter of life unfolds as the chapter of seconday sch ends wth the closure of 2005. PICTURES

you mean the world t me;

2005-12-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

rewind rewind:

24th dec:
granddad collasped again and was admitted into hospital. sad. then the night party was totally sucky.

25th dec:
christmas! went down to see granddad in the morning. bowling and pool at east coast park after. then over to aunt julie's hse in the evening for more partying. so much better then the previous day. then stayed over. PICTURES

26th dec:
cliff and charlene had a party at 3 so we've gotta evacuate the hse. went down to meet szt towards afternoon. had a long time deciding where to go. finally settled for movie at shaw hse. king kong was 3 hours long. had a great time. went back at 11. but i blew the day towards the end.

27th dec:
granddad was discharged. dad came to fetch us, send grandad home. fetched clifford and clarence. went down to queensway to look for dad's soccer shoes. then back to jacky's bowl at east coast. ok it was freezing inside. hands numb so i was practically hitting all the drains. but even if my hands werent numb. i would have still hit the drains. longkang champion. down to lagoon for dinner after. home at 2230.

2005-12-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

okay. past days were spent worthwhile. sometimes i do wish i can turn back time. i just realised that if you go cycling for 2 hours straight out of the blue, you'll most probably end up wth a stiff shoulder, a blister or 2 on the palm and maybe a sore butt.

okay. having a chalet doesnt necessarily mean you MUST have a bbq. it's like optional. if you cant even get the most essential done, dont even think about it. sure maybe you can or do have the means to have one, but the rest may not. if you can single handedly hold the bbq yourself, hey, nobody's stopping you, if you cant and need help, then maybe you should just do without it if the rest dont agree. maybe sometimes you've gotta think about other ppl and not just yourself cause the world doesnt revolve around you. we were all born not to please you only.

To you, maybe the chalet wasnt fun because there's no bbq. okay, what rubbish is that. whether its fun a not depends on how you spend your time. sleeping all the way until 12 sure isnt a way. so there you go galavanting outside. of course you think it aint fun cause er, like most of the time you werent in.

okay. think happy thoughts. today's christmas eve!!! here's wishing everyone a splendid white christmas and a smashing new year.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
and I Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
and I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click'
Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you

2005-12-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

back from chalet. well, i would say it was filled wth rather unexpected situations. both good and bad. with regards to the past 2 chalets we've opened besides the recent one., i'll say the first one was still the best. everyone was so enthusiastic and really into it. but now, -sighs.everything was so unplanned and all, and everyone backed out wth no rythme or reason . ok its quite irresponsible. some purposely didnt want to come after telling them that they've gotta pay. and some spent the whole day out, only coming back to sleep. might as well sleep at home. dont use the chalet as an excuse to do other things. some ask others to bring things but ended up not using it. but many thanks to those that joined in, played and laughed. maybe next year's chalet should be slightly different. alright. PICTURES !!!!

and oh, sherie scored 4 As for N lvls-gosh!

2005-12-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

christmas season is here. the season everyone is most probably looking forward to. yayness. presents! ok. so yah. changed my template to white. as in white christmas.-laughs. chalet tml. i dont know why, i dont get that same enthusiasm like last year. feeling? or is it cause within a year, everybody just sort of drifted further. we've got our own things and plans now. to get together is a rather difficult task. oh wells, we'll wait and see what happens. N level results out tmr! loads of luck to those getting the results. may all pass well. as the saying goes, god helps those that helps themselves.

2005-12-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

ok. had to go for an interview today. lasted from 3pm to 6pm! oh my god. so long. they were explaining their company's product, dealing wth bio magnets. sheesh. it's not as if i'm planning to buy it or smth. ask me to go for a second interview. -in the midst of contemplating. headed back to hometown pasir ris. met up wth szt and cousins at ACC. pool-ed and ktv-ed. lots of laughter and a stiff shoulder. came back at 12 plus. alright. that's a wrap people. i'm gonna hit the bed. -er, not literally.

2005-12-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

i personally so look forward to this day, the day that comes after every 364 days. birthdays! ok. celebrated them wth a bunch of ppl. pool-ed, then caught chicken little. ok the storyline was kinda lame, all the UFOs and stuff, but the cast was hilarious. its was nice. rated 5 stars in my opinion. caught it twice alr and still laughing. headed to play the opened-aired-playground at level 4 of TM, KMT like fought for the ride. then we were like small lil kids playing it. it was fun. then cut cake, may and KMT were there imitating all the ppl that danced weird in prom. check out the pics ya. LOVES.

2005-12-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

ahhh. what can i say. an unexpected incident occured that triggered a major change of events, which in my point of view, is a daymn good thing. i can finally go home. and oh gosh home never felt better. i dont have to go face that senile woman that cant remember half of the things that people mention and thinks its everyone's fault except her own.

past few days has been enjoyable. thur out to cineleisure for aeon flux, the shopping at heeren after. sat out to taka wth SZT shopping. the place was like a toy palace. everywhere was toys. from barney to thomas the train bla bla bla. and the performance was such a laugh.

meet john after that went bowling. ah yes, some people can really bowl. strike strike spare spare. alright this bowling event was definitely a memorable one. there on the bowling alley you see 3 people dancing, criticising people's attire and attitude, staring at others and doing all the other very lame and embarrasing things one can possible think of. `

headed to east coast beach around twilight timing and the sunset was so beautiful. headed back later on, we had sort of a water parade. day was enjoyable.

lunch at fish & co today, quite nice. and i got ice cream on the house. neat.

now that i'm back home, internet was supposedly a mouse click away, but had to send my computer down for servicing cause the D drive wont read any dics. so yah, constantly crashing my bro's room. hmm.

ps, birthday wishes to all december babies:

2nd dec: joyce tan, britney spears( meh meh's fav)
3rd: wanting
5th: shawn
15th: annette yang
19th: laoda
27th: chandini
29th: clifford

tmr's another day. update soon.

2005-12-11T02:02:00.000+08:00

woots! 2 more days!
(:

"wong wong" out-

2005-12-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

my december's screwed so far. i'm practically running places. staying at grandparent's place and NOT liking a single bit of it. nope. awaiting, for the maid to come from which ever country she is coming from to look after my grandparents so i came stay back at my own home and live life the way i want it to be and not in order to make it comfortable and convienent for the not only un-appreciative, but also self-centred, selfish, double standard and thinks-the-whole-world-exists-to-suit-her one, though i must include the fact that she is senile. the only reason i'm staying there is because of HIM, not HER. so dont think i'm there to do your bidding and be at your feet after your every beck and call, cause i'm not.

so the best solution so far, is to pretend that she doesnt exist.

however, december did have its good days.